My Mother's Voice
I ran. I'm thirty-seven years old and I ran through a harbor district like a teenager caught somewhere he shouldn't be, and I didn't stop until I was three streets away with my lungs burning and no idea if anyone had seen my face.
No car followed. Nobody called. Whatever Rhett told Solis, it wasn't my name.
I didn't sleep. In the morning, before Rhett would be in the office, I went to the one place I hadn't let myself go yet — our mother's private study, upstairs at the house neither of us had sold, still full of her cardigans and her reading glasses and the particular quiet of a room somebody died expecting to return to.
Her desk drawer was locked. I found the key exactly where she used to keep it when I was a kid sneaking birthday presents — taped under the drawer above it, like she'd never once considered either of her sons might actually come looking.
Inside were folders. Bank statements circled in her precise hand. And a small digital recorder, the kind she used for dictating letters, with one file on it dated eleven days before she died.
I pressed play with my hands not quite steady.
Her voice filled the room, tired but clear. "If you're hearing this, one of you found the drawer, which means one of you finally started looking instead of assuming. I want to say I'm sorry. I chose the company over the truth, and I told myself that was the same as choosing my sons, and I was wrong."
A long pause on the recording. Papers shuffling.
"I never had proof. Only enough doubt that I couldn't stand by what the board decided, and not enough courage to stop it. I let the version stand that was easiest to survive. I have spent ten years hoping Rhett would come to me on his own and — "
The recording cut. Not a clean stop — a door, audible even through the small speaker, creaking open behind her.
"Rhett?" my mother's voice said, startled, further from the microphone now. "What are you doing in here — "
Silence. The file ended there, mid-sentence, thirteen seconds of dead air before it simply stopped.