The Empty Envelope
The lawyer's office smelled like lemon polish and old paper, and I remember thinking that was strange, because grief should smell like something. It shouldn't smell like nothing at all.
Georgia sat beside me, her knee pressed against mine under the table, the way it had been since we were six years old and scared of thunderstorms. Across from us, Priscilla Doyle uncrossed and recrossed her legs, heels catching the light.
"Shall we begin?" said Thaddeus Lenz, sliding his glasses up his nose.
He read slowly. The house to a historical trust. The jewelry to a museum. A modest sum to the church on Ashgrove Lane. And then, at the very end, almost an afterthought:
"To my nieces, Della and Georgia Kilbride, I leave the box of family photographs currently stored in the study, and my enduring affection."
The room went quiet enough that I heard the radiator tick.
"That's it?" Georgia said. "That's — the whole thing?"
"That's what the will states," Lenz said, not quite meeting our eyes.
Priscilla made a small sound, something between a sigh and satisfaction, and reached for her water glass. "Well," she said. "Aunt Solange always did think practically."
I looked at her. Really looked. She wasn't surprised. She wasn't even pretending to be surprised, and I'd spent thirty-four years learning the difference between Priscilla pretending and Priscilla certain.
"You knew," I said.
"I knew she loved you both very much," Priscilla said smoothly. "This isn't about money, Della."
Except it clearly was, because when Lenz turned the last page toward us for signatures, I caught sight of the date at the top. Six weeks before Aunt Solange died. Six weeks — and I remembered, with a small cold drop in my stomach, that Georgia and I had visited her exactly five weeks before she died, and she had gripped both our hands across her kitchen table and said, "I've taken care of you girls. Don't you worry about a thing."
She hadn't sounded like a woman who'd just left us a box of photographs.
She'd sounded like a woman who'd just changed her will.